Morgan I grew up in the 50’s and 60’s, had a tall handsome brother who the girls loved, he was gay and that was not an easy road back then. If he were still alive, he died of HIV almost 40 yrs. ago, he would smile big if I was to read him your post here. The world has changed in many ways for the better. It still has plenty of changing left to do. Be proud and live and enjoy your life. You have my support and somewhere that big brother of mine who taught me the love of music is smiling.